Optimistic b***h, anyone?

I just got another email from my school. Again. In case you're wondering what they're all about, well, I can tell you this. They all just exude warmth, hope and big dreams. Just the things that I need in my life right now. 

Though all the grand words were probably just got churned out from an automated machine, sent to numerous hopeful, newbies like me. Deep down, it works. Works getting me out from my overdue slumber. Man, I think I'm ready for some action 'cause let's face it. This summer break just seems too long. A girl gotta do something, y'all.

So, I'm ecstatic for school. And you would think that after spending centuries, slogging under the mercy of the grand educational system, I would had enough. Well, the jury is still out on that.

Funny how school used to be like a torture system for me. Yet, going to school did became the reason I got up every morning for centuries. The same reason bloody examination became the drive for me to face the mountain of books on the table. Deadly annoying they may be, let's face it. Without them, our lives would be a total bore, meaningless as the field of hell. Yes, without them we would be all play. But, can we get anything in life by playing all day,? Heavenly as that prospect may seem, I personally don't think we can stand that. Not in the long run. 

But, for now, I can't think of anything negative about starting school again. Why? Simply because I got nothing else better to do. So, why not? It could be fun. For now. Maybe fun would not be the adjective I would opt to describe my college life in the midst of all the chaos, months from now. But, who cares? It's the living through it that counts, right? I got through some terrible, dark educational periods. I can face them again, right? YES!!!!!! I can do this! Bring it on, universe!

See, I'm doing it again. I'm being this annoying, chirpy, bitch again. Let's see how long this optimism can last. Probably as long as the emails keep coming. Damn.